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at night when the stars 
gloom and shine so bright
I dream about when will I
exist in people's eyes

when wind passes by
and shivers sent by the night
had come on my bed and sigh
I dream of relief all-wise

I was in silence all alone
and no one checks my lonely soul
I have given my life a whole
just made my care in the eye a sore

but when things had gone out
and the bomb had sparked it out
and it's tick come going by
the end is near, and things was done

I explode with feelings unsaid
in letters and words, I pronounce my rest
it's enough for me to belittle myself
that if I feel angry, it is just overreacted 

so once again I will gather
the strength I had to escape the wither
to speak my thoughts aloud, not mumbled
and shout, I was tired to be a so-called savior

I am a mere human
just like everyone
I needed someone to listen
and not just only me who heed them

is it fair to be greeted
when you just comply
to you know is bad be ignored
but it seems you didn't mind

is it true for you to say
I care for you and so
if actions speak louder
even louder than your hello